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my life is terrible and im always depressed and life isnt interesting to me and i dont know what to do
i seriosuly am lost and need help im so upset and have had a terrible life and cant find hope to keep going wtf can i do
im facing 3 years in prison over stupid shit i just dont know anymore i cant take this much more
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Call this number: 1-800-273-8255

Everything will be ok. . .
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Everybody has good and bad seasons in life, and for some people (like yourself) the bad ones can be very terrible. However, just see yourself 20 years from now. See yourself remembering this dark season, and what you have learned from it. See yourself trying to teach these same lessons to your kids or the people you care about. This about it in 20 years just how glad you will be that you didn't kill yourself.

Every experience in life is a learning experience, even tho the bad ones really suck they will make you wiser. My life really sucks atm too. I'm not saying I'm going through nearly as much as you are, but I also can't find stuff interesting anymore and am depressed about all the stupid mistakes I've made every night while trying to fall asleep. In fact, I just got up from bed and checked eso-community to get my mind tinking about something else.. However, I go forward with the vision that it will get better one day. And it definitely will. These experiences will make us both better people.

You can hit me up anytime if you ever wanna talk, my eso name is Ovi12. You are never alone

I hope you're OK, I am looking forward to see your new posts tomorrow :)
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starfox wrote:my life is terrible and im always depressed and life isnt interesting to me and i dont know what to do
i seriosuly am lost and need help im so upset and have had a terrible life and cant find hope to keep going wtf can i do
im facing 3 years in prison over stupid shit i just dont know anymore i cant take this much more
I made a post for you above, just quoting this to make sure you get a notification!
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Garja wrote:
20 Mar 2020, 21:46
I just hope DE is not going to implement all of the EP changes. Right now it is a big clusterfuck.
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Life won't always be terrible. Sometimes it seems like life's not worth living, but then a few years later you might be happy and smiling again. Eventually everything will be alright.
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I know the feeling bro. I've had my own struggles in life, I set up a blog to track my thoughts:

http://agamblersjourney.weebly.com/blog

One day at a time. It gets easier. We'll get there!
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lol
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hahaha why u go to prison
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Post by _DB_ »

Bpdscolony. This is not funny. Stop being sarcastic.
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Post by bpdscolony123 »

lol garja with a bunch of women,thats life!
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Post by Mimsy for President »

He is obviously trolling. StarFox is one of the most cheerful players in ESO ^^''


RIP
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Post by gibson »

shaolinstar wrote:He is obviously trolling. StarFox is one of the most cheerful players in ESO ^^''
Just because someone seems cheerful does not mean they don''t have issues or might not be depressed. Literally the happiest most cheerful kid I knew was the one who was found by his mother lying dead on the floor of his bedroom at age 17.
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Pretty moving music video on suicide, a word for the weaker stomached people out there it can be pretty disturbing as suicide is a heavy topic.
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bpdscolony123 wrote:guy is just stupid to post such things here,if he has problems,why to post them here?like i care for them,let him talk to someone in rl,this is aoe forum,not some support group shit
This is the off topic section of the forum, so it is actually not about discussing aoe content as you may suggest. It doesn''t matter where support comes from. One friend can save a life. Maybe he feels no attachment to a support group. but he does to this community? Leave him alone. He isn''t forcing you to read this thread.

I also assure you we are all real people, except for dragon maybe. He may be a NSA troll-bot.
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Post by momuuu »

bpdscolony123 wrote:hes trolling obviously noob
incog wrote:unfortunately due to the nature of the internet we have no way of knowing if this is truthful or not

im going to assume it is, since being wrong with this assumption is fine, whereas its not the other way around
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Post by gibson »

jerom wrote:
bpdscolony123 wrote:hes trolling obviously noob
incog wrote:unfortunately due to the nature of the internet we have no way of knowing if this is truthful or not

im going to assume it is, since being wrong with this assumption is fine, whereas its not the other way around
Isnt this eventually pascals wager though? Believe in something with little or no evidence because the ramifications will be dire if you are wrong?
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Post by CuCkO0 »

He wasn't trolling. I'm glad some people think this is fucking funny. Blake, my friend passed away today. Rest in peace man. I loved you, you were an amazing person and I hope you're in a better place. I just can't believe it. :brokenheart:
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Rest in Paradise Blake you beautiful bastard..
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cucko0 wrote:He wasn''t trolling. I''m glad some people think this is fucking funny. Blake, my friend passed away today. Rest in peace man. I loved you, you were an amazing person and I hope you''re in a better place. I just can''t believe it. :brokenheart:
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ovi12 wrote:
cucko0 wrote:He wasnt trolling. Im glad some people think this is fucking funny. Blake, my friend passed away today. Rest in peace man. I loved you, you were an amazing person and I hope youre in a better place. I just cant believe it. :brokenheart:
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Apparently he committed suicide. :-/
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Garja wrote:
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I just hope DE is not going to implement all of the EP changes. Right now it is a big clusterfuck.

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