Apology to community

[sirmusket]

So, here we are again, feels like only yesterday I was writing the same thing. Only this time, .001% will believe what I'm saying, since I have probably lost everyone's trust already, which is understandable. If you didn't hear already I was DQ'd from 2nd Chance Tournament for the use of smurfing. I let someone else play on my account during the tournament, I won't list the name. I took a pause from aoe3, few months back, because i genuinely wanted to quit the game, at my return everyone was fairly nice, except a few which is normal. I was of course given a 2nd chance after my past incident which happened a while ago now. I should have been more appreciative of that and learn from it, which I did, and did not clearly.
Of course smurfing in a minor tournament is not quite like cheating, however it still is unfair on other players, and is a form of cheating so it doesn't come far off my past actions. In regards to outside of tournament, that has been me, I'm saying this because there are people who use these situations to their advtange and say every game I've played now hasn't been me, which isn't the case. Most importantly I'd like to apologise to @quishosanchez and @_LeGiT for not abiding to the tournament rules and letting someone else play instead. I'd like to apologise particular to legitbossi.
I didn't know his past, <redacted> hacking vs him in previous tournament, and now this. Seems like he is always on the unlucky side of things, which I strongly regret being a part of. Theres not much I can do, I considered creating a new account, and play there, but how long would that last. Seems like If i actually enjoy the game, I will have to deal with the flames, which I deserve in any case. Yes my name is tainted all over ESO/ESOC, even if I am to play good, people cannot be sure its me.
However I have made a promise to myself at least, and to others, which I will not name. Nobody but me is to play on my acc from now on. People could simply take this with a grain of salt and laugh at it, which again I understand, but atleast I know its the truth. Might be years or might not not happen at all, to gain the communities trust, all I can do is continue to play my games, not do this again, and hope for the best. Sorry again. I ask one small favour, to start a flame war here, and feel free to flame me all you like in pm.

[Lenari]

Join the Hunt! Deus Vult!

[Gendarme]

Lel

[Snuden]

Please use the "enter" key once in a while.

[Snuden]

From what I can piece together... You have cheated/smurfed before in a tournament setting, got caught and now you did it again.
If so, congratulations on being a complete idiot and ruining the whole experience for many others.

[sirmusket]

From what I can piece together... You have cheated/smurfed before in a tournament setting, got caught and now you did it again.
If so, congratulations on being a complete idiot and ruining the whole experience for many others.

I never cheated in a tournament setting. I didn't do it again (smurfing), this the first and last time. Call me an idiot though I can take that :)

[Sargsyan]

Dude if one can cheat,he will do it especially in a tournment to get the prize

[princeofcarthage]

@sirmusket To be honest and fair you have pissed the entire community and you are going to get flamed in all possible ways for things you did and didn't do. There's no point in replying to each and every flame/accusation because truth being said at this point not a single word you say will be trusted and make a difference. The more you involve yourself chances are of more fire being added to the fuel. The best thing is just to come clean and accept what you did and stay quiet for some time. Let this thing pass away and try to be a better person in future!

[momuuu]

Interesting, I was already highly suspicious and would have done an ip check before games for sure. Somehow it was too easy to tell.

[Gichtenlord]

Oh look a reactionary apologize!

[Mitoe]

Musket, you are young: young people make mistakes. That's just part of growing up. We've all been there. Sure, your apology may be coming off the back of getting caught, but that doesn't necessarily make it less genuine. Sometimes we need other people to call us out on such things in order to recognize the gravity of that mistake, and how wrong we truly are.

Don't let the other people in this thread accuse you of false integrity: at the end of the day their forgiveness is less important than whether or not you truly own up to your mistake and use it to motivate yourself to make better decisions in the future.

[deleted_user0]

Legitboss tournament so far
-Tournament: Knocked out by a cheater sending cards at 00:00
-Second chance tournament: Getting smurfed

I feel bad for this man.

[QueenOfdestiny]

Tbh... To do this kind of stuff is not about being young or doing mistakes... It's about a bad behavior! I feel a bit sorry for him bc when he don't change his mind he will always have problems in his life. But for this community im happy that everyone can see what kind of person he is. He flamed so many people in the near past that they suck, they are noobs, that he is so much better. And now... Look at this p. o. S Awww... I'm glad my feelings about him was never wrong. Thanks that this came out. I'm disappointed and sad that people need to do this in a dead game with a small community... They should just p. Off and don't come back untill they adult!

[Mitoe]

Tbh... To do this kind of stuff is not about being young or doing mistakes... It's about a bad behavior! I feel a bit sorry for him bc when he don't change his mind he will always have problems in his life. But for this community im happy that everyone can see what kind of person he is. He flamed so many people in the near past that they suck, they are noobs, that he is so much better. And now... Look at this p. o. S Awww... I'm glad my feelings about him was never wrong. Thanks that this came out. I'm disappointed and sad that people need to do this in a dead game with a small community... They should just p. Off and don't come back untill they adult!

I’m sure that kicking someone while they’re already down feels good, but I fail to see what purpose it really serves.

[Sargsyan]

Tbh... To do this kind of stuff is not about being young or doing mistakes... It's about a bad behavior! I feel a bit sorry for him bc when he don't change his mind he will always have problems in his life. But for this community im happy that everyone can see what kind of person he is. He flamed so many people in the near past that they suck, they are noobs, that he is so much better. And now... Look at this p. o. S Awww... I'm glad my feelings about him was never wrong. Thanks that this came out. I'm disappointed and sad that people need to do this in a dead game with a small community... They should just p. Off and don't come back untill they adult!

I’m sure that kicking someone while they’re already down feels good, but I fail to see what purpose it really serves.

Kicking someone while they are down does not feel good and does not serve to any purpose.the thing is that most part of the community does not believe him since he blew his second chance and left no place for trust.i personally hope that he will learn from his mistakes and never ever repeat them again.

[QueenOfdestiny]

THIS PERSON HAVE NO RESPECT!
so I speak out loud what I think and I don't care if he have a problem with it.

Because he loved to do that and all what he did for example flame people and also me hard that they noobs, suck and flame them about there real life etc... But in fact he even didn't played himself but w/e I think we are in a free world where everyone can say what they want and I'm not happy with the disicon (yes idk how to write it) from esoc imo he should also be banned from the next tournament. And yes I know I'm hard but it's not a bad thing to be hard on other people. I'm older than most people here and life teached me... I don't want to sing a lullaby song that this poor guy didn't know what he did... No no he did really well. And iam disappointed... I don't want to hold my feelings about him and I will not do! He don't lay on the floor you can even read this bs what he types in the first 2 sentence I already stopped. I just hope he get what he deserves now and in a few months maybe people calm and he learns from his mistakes!

[zoom]

Apparently you both managed to completely miss Mitoe's point.

Try again.

[QueenOfdestiny]

Apparently you both managed to completely miss Mitoe's point.

Try again.

Maybe you explain it with other words...
No the only thing what makes me feel good is to say what I wanted to say in a long time... And it makes me feel free...
It solve maybe that he get it for real in his brain

[Gendarme]

[agrondergermane]

Apparently you both managed to completely miss Mitoe's point.

Try again.

oh look mitoe's manager :)

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Precisely.

[QueenOfdestiny]

Precisely.

I am waiting

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Precisely.

I am waiting

I don't think it's a matter of words. He's just saying that despite how you feel about it, little good will come from "kicking someone while they're down".

I don't take it as seriously as Mitoe does, fortunately. Besides, I'm no writer, like he is.

[Gendarme]

Little good is better than no good, amirite?

[agrondergermane]

Precisely.

I am waiting

I don't think it's a matter of words. He's just saying that despite how you feel about it, little good will come from "kicking someone while they're down".

I don't take it as seriously as Mitoe does, fortunately.

and u rly think sir musket is down atm? :)