this is a very difficult thread. Personally i understand both sides. iwillspankyou has been one of the most generous, if not the most generous donator of all time for ESOC.
This is something to be very grateful about and i myself am the first one to ackowledge it. However wheather it was purposefully or not theres been several occasions where i myself, as a fairly neutral observer, felt as if shes been trying to get her will because she donated as much as she has in the past. Personally i kind of understand her for doing it, If i was a large contributor of ESOC id like to have a part in where my money goes to and also would like to see some gratidude shown to me.
THis is all nice and dandy to a certain extent, im sure many people can relate to it, but then she also has a kind of difficult personality. Often not acknowledging the difference between friendly banter and offensive behaviour, behaving irrational at times, due to unknown reasons ( i ownt speculate about those ) which causes lots of unfirendly, even toxic behavaviour from members of ESOC and on twitch chats. I can understand why someone would be fed up by it, though it is self inflicted to a certain degree. ( i personally recall a twitch chat which i had with her, where she basically said shes 10 times smarter than me implying my opinion is irrelevant, I do not know to that day if it was serious or not.I personally didnt really take it serious, mainly because i barley take anything typed really serious online ).
Im just saying theres 2 sides to that matter both extremes should ask themselves if they always act the right way. Because theres faults on both sides. However it is not acceptable that people behave like giant dicks on twitch and even on ESOC sometimes. I myself love controversial discussions ( would be even better if they were held in german, as im often limited by my english) as long as they are held within some boundaries, basically the same boundaries youd apply to a disscussion you would be having face to face. THis in particarly has been lacking when dealing with anything spanky said in the past months from my experience. She does has some more than controversial opinions ( aoe 4 fake trailer ?! ) yet you should argue with her on a reasonable basis and not succumb into insulting her ( or anyone else for that matter). This is also a matter that applies to twitch chats in general, where the level of toxicity is often far to much to bear and just straight up annoying.
Ill be thankful for iwillspankyous giant contributions to this community, while also never forgetting her quite controversial POVs. Personally id be curious to meet her in real life, because i think shed be quite an interesting person to talk to.
breeze wrote:they cant even guess how much f***ing piece of stupid retarded they look they are trying to give lesson to people who are over pr35 and know the best mu. im pretty sure that we need a page that only pr30+ post and then we could have a nice discussins.